There will be a time where you will feel like you have it all.
The feeling that everything is finally perfect.
The feeling that everything you’ve always wanted is finally here.
Where nothing can disappoint you. Nothing can disturb you. And nothing can destroy you.
Yet, you still fricken feel scared. Defeated.
You let one honest voice out and somehow, suddenly, the vibe changes.
The stars are now aligned differently.
Your gut is turning awkwardly.
And with one voiced opinion, somehow you lose it all.
With one action, somehow everything disappears.
With one feeling, somehow everyone is shifted.
How do you get that all back again?
Maybe we want to move so fast that your world isn’t ready for it.
Maybe we want to fill something quickly that you end up filling it with the wrong thing.
Maybe we want to love so hard that you end up getting hurt by a person you’d expect to love you.
We may think we have it all, but usually it’s only the beginning.
Either a beginning to an old end or an end to a new beginning.
I don’t have it all, but even half a baby step towards a tiny thing, is always growth to the better.
Even taking steps backwards is not the worst thing ever.
No matter how bad it hurts.
Even when you feel like your world is falling apart so fast, never let anyone define your worth.